Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I shall just say directly what i wanna say. I guess ppl my age(which is 17) should be jumping up and down and shrieking for joy once they found a job to last for ard four months and also knowing they are earning money, these ppl, but not me...
Well, on the 14th of December, i am suppose to go out shopping for a christmas outfit with Eliana, Regina and the main holder for this trip to Plaza Singapura, Leanne. My new job is at BPP Popular and today is like my second day and i kind of made small-but-not-serious mistakes ALREADY. I am feeling kind of stress and tired cos they kind of expect you to know everything at a go. But my 'mentor' is very nice and patient towards me. Anyway, since it's my first job, and just only started, i cannot afford to offend the manager by asking to have a day off on the 14th when on the 12th and 16th i am not working. Because if i ask to work on the 12th/16th and rest on the 14th, the manager would have to change everyone's timetable. This would mean DIE for me. And i am also not familiar with the ppl working there and i can't confide in anyone except my blog.
So, because of this, Eliana, Regina and Leanne are all angry with me. But i kinda feel that they don't understand the whole situation at all! The only reason to me that they are angry is just cos i cannot go along with them cos they want me too. But i should be the one who is angry!!! Firstly, I cannot have fun with them. Secondly, i don't get to shop for a christmas outfit. Thirdly, i didn't even promise them. Fourthly, they knew right from the beginning that i needed a job!!! If not i go attend those interviews for what?!?!?! I can also say that they are just thinking for themselves and not for me, being angry with me while i am facing so many problems right now..
A news abt a job found should be a very happy thing to write, but instead, mine is so pathetic. One goes on abt a ''anti-yvonne against finding jobs'', another goes on abt the tone:" friendly-joking-but-yet-i-dun-like-u". I had totally expect Eliana to be a little more understanding, but who knows? Regina is like the one who is kind of more positive, or at least that's only what i think. Or maybe she just haven't show off her true colours? I really don't know....
I named this blog ''myhappyworld'', but maybe until now, i should just close down this blog...
I went back to edit this post after seeing my chatbox. Regina is the positive one, that's for sure.. Sorry for suspecting u before,Regina..
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Yvonne Vincent
18.
27.10.1992
NP.
Scorpio.

Angle.
Photography.
Cats.
Animals.
Listening to music.
Reading.
Blogging.
Pizza.
Chocolate everything.
Smiling.
Laughing.
Hanging out with my girlfriends.
SHINee♥

More film please.

Digital/polaroid camera.
RED converse sneakers.
Hoodies.
Gray skinny jeans.
Printed beanie.
Mango x3.
Learn swimming, rollerblading, cycling.
Get to see SHINee live. And get their signature. And take photos with them.

Shoot.



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