xiiaocat-myhappyworld

2011-07-19T23:18:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to one of my dearest friends: Eliana

4 weeks of holidays in June was such a boring and tiring one.
Tiring as in, i had 2 weeks of attachment.
Boring as in, 2 weeks of half-rotting away at home.
You guys are probably thinking that: Can't you go find your friends or something??
Well friends.
Some went back to malaysia.
One went to Sydney.
Some were working.
Others having attachment.
Anyways, i got stuck at home.

Facing the TV all day at home is seriously... boring.
Went to visit the 'block-cats', but seriously! The weather. The heat. The humidity. It almost killed me.
Went back to school a few days.
Went out with Janet.
Went out myself.
Packed my box, like AGAIN and AGAIN.
That 2 weeks, all i wished was for school to start.
Not the homework part though.
...
3 weeks later.
It's the second week of term 2 of school.
I have a whole long list listing assignments, project stuff, dates of quizzes and exams.
Not just school stuff are bothering me though.
Friends. Groups. Classmates.
Teases. Quarrels. Disagreements.
So much to be bothered.
Facing so much of these.

Cold windy weather outside.
Comforter and pillows.
Dim lights.
My own room.

It would all be perfect.

2011-05-11T20:02:00.000-07:00

I am back to this same exact computer as my last post.
In school right now du-uh, but no lessons.
3-hr break. I HATE MY TIMETABLE SERIOUSLY.
I mean like, seriously!
They could try to push up those lessons and just give us like a 1-hr break, and at least we can go home earlier.
...
Decided to postpone this post.
It's getting a little crowded in here.
Coughcough...
Poof.

2011-05-11T00:17:00.000-07:00

40 more minutes to my last 2-hr lesson of the day! :D
I ate my lunch at 12pm, and now i am feeling hungry again.
How is that possible?!
Anyways.
This post is kind of about 'Nata-de-coco' (it's just a nickname for someone).

Okay.
I don't mean to like, gossip.
But its just so... UGH!
Everytime i think about that person, I feel so pissed off.
Like, say for that time during a lesson in class.
More specifically: That person was in MY class. We are both in different classes.
Anyway, that person was in my class and i don't know why.
And the teacher welcomed her in a way to practise with us because they know each other apparently.
And that person went straight to her friends (okay, that person is a girl.).
AND APPARENTLY, HER FRIENDS IN MY CLASS ARE ALL THE GUYS IN MY CLASS.
There's just 3 guys in my practical class. And total of 14 people in my practical class.
(Feel like i'm going nowhere.)
In my practical class, there are beds with mannequins on them (cos i am a nursing student??).
So unfortunately, the mannequin that my group was practising with was right beside theirs.
At that time i was still fine. Like, i was thinking: "Why is there a stranger in my class? But i'm not gonna care."
So i just continuing practicing, with my teacher occasionally coming my group to seesee a bit.
Well, my teacher actually advised her to join other groups because her group already had 4 while there is one 2 persons group.
(Am i messing everything up? SORRY.)
Okay, so in my group that day, i was like the assessor and my friend was the student nurse. And i'm supposed to correct her if she skips any of the steps in the practice.
So all the while, i could feel her staring at us. LIKE, WHAT'S HER FREAKING PROBLEM?
And when i turn to face her nonchalantly, she quickly turn back and started giggling with the guys. SO WHAT IF SHE KNOWS THEM?! She is such a flirt!!! I DON'T CARE. AND READERS: I. AM. NOT. JEALOUS.
And the guys. I am like, just a funny classmate to them. We are not like, super close or anything.
And i can sense that SHE was speaking bad of us in front of them because of their whisperings and giggles. Like, what's their problem!!!
I feel like screaming right now. But the computer screen is right in front of me and i don't wanna be so bad to break it.

It's like, she can be so proud and flirtatious in front of guys! And then love to brag and show off this 'social act' in front of other girls to ... make them jealous?! THIS IS STUPID SERIOUSLY.
And she likes to gossip right in front of people she gossiped about. Like, what's this world.
And I WOULD LOVE TO GIVE HER A BLACK EYE IF SHE ROLL HER EYES AT ME AGAIN.
Grrrrr. Sounds so violent.

Okay i have to stop blabbering and venting on this poor keyboard, and also stop giving glares to the computer screen.
Byebye.

2011-04-24T20:42:00.000-07:00

In class right now.
Gonna post a short one.
Wakakakaka.
This librarian...
What's the point of teaching us how to find articles in ALL databases in the school library's website?
You are making me sleep honestly.
I would rather tweet please. :D
OKAY. She keeps coming here.
So bye my readers.
I gotta poof off.
But.
I will be back.
*poof.

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. She went off again.
Feel like spamming.
But spamming on a blogpost?!
That's so crazy.
Seriously. I am having some 'high' problem right now.
OK. Byebye.

2011-03-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not blogging recently!
Time during holidays seems to pass so much faster.
Gonna start my attachment on this coming monday.
Feeling pretty nervous and jumpy.
I don't know why.
Hoping my CI is nice and friendly.
Hoping that the next 3 weeks will be over fast.
Hoping my other small wish will be granted.
Byebye.

2011-03-13T07:17:00.000-07:00

What is with her and hair?
This really piss me off sometimes.
Her POV of 'cleanliness' is really... ridiculous in a way.
I know i may sound really bad, but it's the truth.
I mean, not allowing a strand of hair to be seen?
That's crazy, i mean, seriously.

The past few days at home, being bored and seriously nothing to do,
i glued my pair of eyes on my tv.
Well, it wasn't really that lame and all.
But i felt like i gained a lot of unknown knowledge, through my deep-thinking mind and all.
Okay i don't know what i'm saying.
But yeah.
And, deep-thinkers ARE sensitive people.

I feel like a lazy ass.
And i feel a little weak.
Obviously, from those few hours sitting in front of the tv everyday when i am at home.
And my appetite is growing.
I've been eating and eating and eating.
But the food are all unhealthy, so there is no point.

I feel like i'm blabbering right now.
Wanna listen to music.
And really have to revise for my korean class.
Byebye.

Can you just tell me how you feel? Because i can't read minds.

Being still and doing nothing are two very different things.

Excuses are lies.

Smiling doesn't mean that you're happy.

2011-03-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

In a mood for a shopping spree again :)
Been so bored at home for the past few days!
UGH.
I think i complain about holidays being bored more than school life so busy.
Well i think Rebecca and Huiyi are coming over on saturday.
Hmm thinking of going out alone tmr.
Feel like hanging out in a bookstore for an hour or so.
Miss hitting the library with Ramlah and Eliana.
SIGH.
When am i gonna meet them?
Miss them lottttttts.

Need to search for inspiration too.
Wanna go SPCA so much.

BORED. *shouts*

2011-03-02T06:31:00.000-08:00

It's been so long since i blogged.
Exams ended.
I feel so relieved.
Three weeks of holidays, then three weeks of attachment.
Then comes year 2.
Time flies faster than a hungry blood-sucking mosquito.
I don't know what's exactly on my mind.
I can't pinpoint it.
Seems as though i'm not happy that exams ended. Or, school ended.
It just feels so fast.
Sigh. I need my diary.
Wait. I need a new one.

Hope that fire stays long.

2011-02-18T01:52:00.000-08:00

Bad time of the month. Or, months.
Sian.
Finished all the mock tests for this week.
Around less than a week to study for my final year exams.
Then 3 weeks of holidays. Followed by 3 weeks of CA.

Nobody could sense my unhappiness in school.
Sometimes, i like that i am a deep-thinker.
But it's also why sometimes i think too sensitively and too... deeply?
Something like that.
I don't to stress myself over little things and everything.
I just... Think too much seriously.

Right now i just need to chillax.

2011-02-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

Omg.
Gonna freaking die soon.
In my planner, under this week's column, is so pack.
Like sardines packed in a can.
Argh. Can't hold this breath anymore longer.
This week: Presentations and reflective essay.
Next week: 3 mock tests and my nursing assessment=DIE.
Next next week: *congratulations.* Final year exam.
O.MO.NA.

Went to Leanne's house for a short while during evening cos i met her mum at 213.
By coincidence i mean.
Leanne: Your long hair now is great. PLEASE DON'T CUT IT.
Hahahaha.
She gave me popcorn. Thanks Leanne!

He is such a weird and boring... brat.
Stop bombarding me with your boring questions.
And i have no time to entertain you.
Na-da.

2011-02-04T03:48:00.001-08:00

Funny.
Funny how you think your everything is the best.
Funny how you criticize people when you have a problem too.
Funny how you behave so differently in front of different people.
Funny how you show your true image when you are in front of me.
Funny how you close you snuggle right here when you are all alone, and dumping it when you are not.

Humans are really funny creatures.

CNY is here!
Delicacies and reunions.
Oh how much i love them!

I don't know what else to say.
So...
Bye.

2011-01-20T05:56:00.000-08:00

[Lucifer...]
Exams; coming soon.
Presentations; coming soon.
Practical tests and assessment; coming soon.
Chinese New Year; coming soon.
Attachment; coming soon.

Getting really busy.
Time flew by like three seconds,
and it's already coming to the end of third week of second semester.
I really have to start revision soon.
And i have to learn how to juggle my after-school-timetable well,
well knowing that i have korean class and kcc every monday on alternate week.
Lessons are going pretty fast too.
...

I realized that i tend to talk about school like, 70 percent in here when i blog.
I guess i'm boring like that.
When i blog, i tend to think about what to write first.
Blogs are never safe to share your secrets and real feelings.
You never know when there is any hacker or, i don't know, someone 'dangerous' i guess.

I'm hungry.
My stomach is growling.
ByeBye.

2011-01-17T18:11:00.000-08:00

(Love light by CNBlue playing..)
In school right now.
Surprise?
I brought my laptop to school because i have to download microsoft office at block 46.
Hahaa.
Waiting for Lao bear and Huiyi to come back because they're helping me to get brunch. Keke ^^
Aish. No fish fillet burger for me. Mee soto instead. (:

***
Ate!
Listening to Love Light again. ;)
OKay i guess no more to update for now...
Oh hang on.
I hate people who are "deaf".
Byebye.

2011-01-13T04:54:00.002-08:00

Second week of semester two.
Out of four projects, i only completed one.
Two were not yet discussed.
Oh well.
And now to talk about my korean class!
My seon saeng nim, Jinsoo Shim is so nice and friendly.
She is pretty funny as well, so i'm relieved.
I revised half of the consonants and vowels of the first chapter already.
Got to revise during this coming weekends, not to forget memorising them,
and also module projects and revisions to be done.
Aigoo.
But i don't want to stress myself too much.
I don't want to have wrinkles on my face and white hair growing.
Giggle.
I was joking. Lol.
I am afraid i will have to head back to the school library on saturday
to do my module project and research.
May spend some time there myself to revise some modules.
Hmm.
I'll see.
Toodlesdoodles.

2011-01-07T06:46:00.000-08:00

"You want my love, you want my heart, and we'll never ever ever be apart~"
Hahaha. Random.
... "Baby baby baby ohh~" ...
Shopped around Lot 1 with Lao Bear today. Ate pizza with her and Kailin too.
Lao Bear was so stressed about her makeup-steps stuff, we stayed inside watsons for like, an hour plus. Keke ^^
I found my tinted lip moisturizer. Grrreat.
We talked and laughed, just like old times.
It's just great. :)

I really have to go bang myself into a block of wall or a pile of bricks until i bleed.
I can't believe myself.
Am i still waiting for Casper?
All i had was just a glance...

Oh yeah. Although it's pretty late... Here goes.
New year resolutions:
1. Maintain good results for my studies.
2. Take calcium supplements for good bone structure.
3. Master korean language.
4. Save up for SHINee's concert in Singapore. ($250)
5. Long hair with natural curls.
6. Maintain good friendship with all of my friends.
7. Learn kpop dance steps?

Hahaha. I guess that's all for now.
Nights&sweetmares.

2011-01-05T03:52:00.000-08:00

Ugh.
School started.
And i guess it was fine, but... yoga.
My shoulder hurts, seems to be dislocated but not that serious. It feels
a little stiff and sometimes when i move or jerk unknowingly, painful tingles
will run down my whole right arm and my shoulder blade area too.
Should i go see the doctor?
Maybe i will just wait for two more days and see the condition.
KCC on monday was great, once again.
But i really feel like giving them a feedback, asking them to put more videos of SHINee.
Hmph. Hahaha. I'm just bias i guess. ^^
Modules... Hmm.
AAP was okay, i can understand. But it's all about short-term memory.
I tend to forget some terms or something else.
Oh well.
Pharmacology. GRRR. Hate this module. I really have no freaking idea what she is talking about.
It's like she was speaking in some morse code or something, mars language i guess.
OKAY. Enough about school.

Syafiq; well i guess he may be into kpop now. Hahaha. And that's great. ^^
How i wish every monday have kcc. THAT WOULD BE THE GREATEST THING EVER. ^^
Next tues. It's Son Ye Jin's birthday and also the day when i'm starting my korean language class at the cc. Looking forward to it. :)

When are they coming to Singapore, i wonder.
They will be coming, but it's a matter of time.
That would be my one and only chance in my next 10 years of life, or my whole life, to see and 'get closer' to them. That would be my wish.
Now the main thing is:
SAVE UP.

2010-12-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

"White tees are essential. They are a basic human right."
"The moment when your hands grasp those shiny new bags, the world magically gets better, and then it doesn't, and i will have to do it again."
"All you need is a magic card."

Those are some catchphrases me and Eliana got from Confessions of a Shopaholic.
We went out today for a shopping spree (again). It was a back-to-school shopping spree, we called it. Bought a new bag, pencil case, planner (like finally.) and two tees.
Feels like i have done a haul on practically everything, including the previous sprees i had myself.
Am gonna do a clearout soon. Esp. my wardrobe, even though i have really little clothes like compared to those who do little shopping. Not exaggerating nor lying. Seriously. May give some to Eliana if she wants. Such a waste to throw those practically new ones away.

Christmas is over, like in a snap of fingers.
Before, i was waiting for it to come, thinking of ideas to celebrate with friends and family, wanting to slowly savor Christmas day in a really special way. Yet, it was just over even before i know it came. Its not just about exchanging of gifts, its also about getting together with family and friends and show each other love. Well, i guess i can officially say this: My 2010 Christmas suck, with a fullstop. Not totally though. I hanged out with Eliana during the evening and we watched confessions of a shopaholic, ate ham and hotdog while watching. I guess her Christmas is a tad more fun than mine because she still get together with her cousins and all. Not me.

Anyway, 2010 is coming to an end and 2011 is just around the corner.
I am welcoming it with open arms and wide smile. It's good to start off a new year positively.
And its about time to make new year resolutions.
And i was wondering if i should write stories or poems? Maybe...

Going to Roy's house tmr to bake, along with Huiyi.
Dinner out with my family after that.

ToodlesDoodles.

2010-12-22T05:48:00.000-08:00

BTW.
I got into the korean lanuguage class at the community centre!
Excited!

K BYE.
Annyeoung.

2010-12-22T05:33:00.001-08:00

Confused.
She has got some attitude problem.
Damn it.

Anyway.
Helping Leanne to dog-sit for a week till she comes back.
And it's so sad that we can't celebrate christmas together like always. :(
Eliana went for a camp.
I'm left alone. SOBS. Hahaa.

Went out alone today.
Went to Lot 1; had to get dog food..
Shopped around myself.
AND I DROPPED MY PHONE.
THE RED 'PAINT' CAME OFF A LITTLE AT THE SIDE.
THERE IS AN OBVIOUS WHITE MARK THERE RIGHT NOW.
Grrrrrr.
Blame it on my carelessness.

I feel so bored.
Save me please.

2010-12-15T03:47:00.001-08:00

SNORE.
Have been sleeping in the bus during the trip back home after ca every single day.
I am freaking tired. Exhausted.
But just thinking about the stuffs i will be able to do this saturday onwards just perk me up(butitdoesn'tstopmyshortlittlenapinthebus.)

I want sleepovers,
parties-and-hangouts,
shopping...

I want to stay at home alone and chillax,
listen to music via headphones,
write in my diary, snuggle and read a book.

But for now... ... ...
I want to sleep.
NIGHTS.

2010-12-03T04:33:00.000-08:00

It's been so long since i feel this kind of relief.
Hahaa.
I had my aap paper today. Sucks.
I finished my NR literature review! YESSSSSS.
I hope i get a nice grade on that. Mr oh oh oh oh better be lenient.
Meeting Huiyi and Ah bear tmr.

It went away from us, from her.
On a safe journey, you go.

I loooooooove SM Ballad.
Their voices rock the whole wide world.
Hwaiting!

CA next week..
Back to ktph. With minqi too. ;)
Hope it will be fun.

P.S I hope i will be able to enter this next coming korean class at cc.

2010-11-29T08:17:00.000-08:00

It's past midnight.
Tmr is my fon paper, and i'm still here.
To be honest, i didn't really study for it.
All i did was flipped through my book, and hope for the best.
I'm just gonna breeze through it using like common sense.
It's just an hour paper for goodness sake, and i have to force myself to memorize 5 full lectures?!
With 3 topics in a lecture?
Which makes 15 topics?
All for an hour paper, which consist only of 10 MCQs and 3 SAQs?
SO NOT ME.

I'm afraid my group will have communication problems in the future.
We still haven't presented. Damn it.
I hate his stares.
Freaks me out.
Just now i didn't talk to him at all.
I just blast my music into my ears.
On purpose.

I'm just gonna read a bit more before i go to sleep.
Christmas is coming, and so is attachment...........................
Hahahha. It's just next week.
But oh well. Who cares.
I'm just gonna be positive.
Anyway, when CA ends, i will be enjoying two weeks of holidays.
And i wanna spend it wisely.
As in meeting Eliana, Leanne, Ramlah, Shihan...
MISSES TO THEM.

OKay.
Toodles.

2010-11-26T22:59:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna explode anytime.
And if that person appears in front of me again,
i have no idea what i will do.
Grrrrrrr.
Yes, i am stupid.
Yes, i am bottlenecking the whole operation.
Yes, i live in Singapore so i should know everyone well.
Yes, i did my work like now only. Not a week ago.
Yes, i didn't pass my work to Esther.
Yes, i am not as good as your previous groupmates.
Yes, i ask too much questions.
Yes, i have no idea what i am suppose to solve.
Yes, i didn't work on my part.

ARE YOU FREAKING SATISFIED NOW.

2010-11-23T06:19:00.000-08:00

Omo.
A while since i posted.
Well.
Just now went for it.
I was sad.
Everyone was.
And all of us cried, including me.
I wanted to hold my tears in, but i couldn't.
God, bless her.

Common test is just right around the corner, and i haven't even started my revision.
Pal dang damn.
But yesterday, i learnt a new song. Lol.
A korean song called the three bears.
Kyopta.

I promised myself not to use the computer for so long.
Have to study. :(

Are you a coward?
Stop hiding.

And where are you?
Can't you appear again?
Oh.
I guess fate is just not with us...

2010-11-13T06:34:00.000-08:00

Caspercaspercaspercaspercaspercaspercasper.
The only thing on my mind for like the past week or so.
I've never felt like this before.
Daydreams and nightdreams; all about Casper.
Why can't you just appear once more?
Even though i will probably ask for more times...

This sem seriously flew by.
Just one more week before common test, and i haven't even started revision!
I'm not even bothered about it.
Sigh.
Too much distractions..
And soon, i will be having my CA again.
But luckily i'm in the first batch, cos i get to celebrate Christmas!
Can't wait! ^^

Oh yeah. Took yoga for SNW.
It was okay i guess. Hahaa.

Recently we were given this group project,
and i realise that i'm super fussy about it.
I get super pissed off when my members are not doing anything.
I'm like this all because of last sememster's PAS project...
Oh well.
Black sheeps, please get out.

Feeling jumpy whenever i'm at home.
Sometimes pissed too.
Ugh. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I miss my diary.

Will be quite some time before i update..
Toodles.

Whisper Casper..

2010-11-04T22:23:00.000-07:00

A nasty trip.
These few days i feel...
I don't like that i'm feeling this way.
Sad. Different. Solo. Dumped.
I threw a little temper at her today.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Including everyone.
Me and them; all just words without actions.
Is it just me, or what?
I don't even like that i'm right here writing these kinda stuff.
Loads on my mind.
My mind is going on a trip.
No chance of stopping.

2010-10-28T05:19:00.000-07:00

I don't know why...
I feel like crying over stupid stuff,
and run away to somewhere far..
I want to be alone and think,
yet i want someone's shoulders,
and probably a bear hug..

2010-10-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

Baaaaaack!
Guess what?
Tmr is the last day of attachment.
And school starts on the following monday.
Don't know why, but i feel excited.
And i still think of "White-shirt impressionist".
OMO.
SHINee will be here in Singapore on saturday!
Useless though, cos i will never get to see them...
Which makes me sad.
Okay. Just a very short update.
Gonna go buy books tmr with my friends..
Poooof.

2010-10-10T06:10:00.000-07:00

Before i can say "Noona neomu yeppeo", sunday is here.
Already.
I really hope the time flies for the next two weeks.
And i'm gonna enjoy school with all of my friends slowly. :)
AM shift for the next 3 days, PM for the next following two days.
And i have to seriously go buy two pair of skinnies: light blue&gray.
It's like, forever.
Have been saving up..
Hahaa.
But just a little, not a lot.
But i hope it will be enough for two pair of jeans.
Gonna get it before school starts.
Cos at least i have more jeans to choose from.
Love jeans since i was born.
Hahaa.
Okay.
Going off now.
Annyeoung~

2010-10-08T10:16:00.000-07:00

It's around 1.20am right now.
So late huh?
But it's kinda worth it, cos i finally know how to sync my songs and videos into my itouch.
HAPPY. :)
Like finally...
I am gonna start showing TLC to my itouch.
Hahaa.
Yawn.
So tired.
Waiting...
Finally the weekends are here.
Yes. Time to rest well.
Just 10 more days!
Hope time flies past..

2010-10-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

11 more days!
Damn freaking tired.
Aches and pain as usual. :(
But i guess i am a little bit more proactive today?
I was late for a few minutes today, so i stayed for another half hour.
Partnered with another student nurse and we went to help around.
I guess the 30 mins wasn't so bad cos i made another friend.. :)
And omo.
Dozed off in the bus back home.
Hahaa.
Oh aches and pain, please go away.
AND DON'T COME BACK.

2010-10-05T07:59:00.001-07:00

I don't get you.
It seems like you're trying to make me dislike something that you don't like but yet i like.
You like that yet i don't. Okay fine. No problem at all.
I like that yet you don't. Shouldn't it be no problem too?

Attachment today was tiring but yet i kinda enjoy myself when i'm busy.
Hahaa.
Wearing my new shoes and it is hurting so bad.
Aches and pain.
But i'm not alone, so...
Hope tmr my feet won't ache as much as today.
Lol.
Anyway...
13 days more!
Hwaiting~

2010-10-04T05:11:00.000-07:00

YESYESYES.♥
It's finally out!
Have been waiting the whole afternoon.
Hahaa.
I feel so tired and hungry when i reached home.
Maybe cos it was just my first day of attachment.
Not used to it yet, i guess.
Tmr is afternoon shift, but i don't know if that's good or not.
I get to sleep late and wake up late, but i come home late too.
1 to 9pm..
But at least i made some friends..
And some of them will be having afternoon shift too.
So it's fine i guess.
Argh my legs are aching.
Tired...
Should i eat ice-cream?
Okay. :)
Poof.

2010-10-03T05:48:00.000-07:00

Jiggly-wriggly.
My stomach feels as though i just ate a million butterflies.
Nervous.
Excited.
Scared.
Hahaa.
I hope i will enjoy my attachment.
And that nothing goes wrong for the next three weeks.
And i will make friends with the others easily.
Ugh.
So jittery right now.
But i'm glad i went to play badminton with Eliana and Leanne.
It felt nice to run around and sweat.
And Leanne, Minho is handsome and charming.
HE.IS.NOT.UGLY.
Hahaa.
Hope i can fall asleep tonight.

Pal dang damn.

2010-10-01T03:33:00.000-07:00

Watched.
And i just can't wipe that silly grin off my face. :):)
Hello~
♥♥♥

And all thanks to Tingyi. :D

2010-09-30T07:30:00.000-07:00

It was so nice to be able to meet Eliana after so long.
Thanks Eliana; you made my day! :)
(Even though we missed out roller coaster and mango juice. Keke.)
It felt so nice to talk and take a walk and laugh on the streets like nobody's business.
And looking at all the photos in my phone.
Hilarious.
And you listened to korean songs with me!
Though just for a while, but still.
I will reserve sunday for you. ;)
Miss you already..

I feel empty though.
Don't really like this feeling...

2010-09-29T20:56:00.000-07:00

Awesomeness.
YES.
I went to check www.allkpop.com and SHINee's official website,
and i guess i can say that they are "half-officially" back.
Three new songs in their repackage album..
1.Hello
2.하나 (One)
3.Get it
And 'Hello' is my favorite one of all.
I downloaded all three of them already.
Wahahahaha!
HAPPY.
I want everyday to be this happy.. Hahaa.
Can't wait to have the music blasting into my ears. :)

Awesomeness.

2010-09-28T19:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was seriously damn fun.
I caught that surprise look of Ramlah's when she opened the door.
Hahaa.
So long and finally we met.
When her RP friends are gone, we went into her room and fooled around.
Camwhored, opened presents.
Played with balloons. LOL.
Just like small kids.
And then we wore her sweatshirts.
Me, Td, and her.
We headed on to the night market.
Fooling around once again.
Met thanu later.
Chatted.
One word to describe yesterday: AWESOME.
Looking forward to tmr. :D
Eliana and Leanne, if you guys are reading this,
I want a HUG from you guys! :)

Misery in happiness.

2010-09-27T02:41:00.000-07:00

A few happy stuff to look forward to..
1. Tmr will be Tweety Mission Day. ;)
2. Thurs... Coughcough.
3. Even though next monday will be the start of my attachment,
it is also the day of SHINee's comeback.
I CAN'T WAIT. SERIOUSLY.
When i heard the news i almost blackout on the spot.
I can't wait to see Ramlah, Eliana and Leanne. :)
Hoping to see Shihan too..
Yeah. Stop grinning guys. :D
I'm seriously gonna enjoy this whole week before attachment arrive.
And.
Despite all these happy events coming up,
i feel miserable too.
I have no idea how to explain my feelings in here.
I think it will be better to express it in my diary.

Fantasize can be a misery.

2010-09-26T02:59:00.000-07:00

It's a misery,
when all i can do is fantasize about them.
Only.
My CA is coming,
so i will miss this period of boredom.
After CA will be going back to the having craziness in school time.
And im excited about it.
Guess what?
Already started on my diary.
My hand is better, but still a little stiff,
and it will hurt if i move suddenly.
Oh well.
This coming tuesday will be a yellowandbubbly tweety mission.
Wahahahaha.
Winks.

2010-09-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging.
Hand still hurts.
But not as much as the first few days.
Attachment is coming.
Not excited.
I haven't yet download any CA programs into my ipod.
And haven't find out the transport and all.
I hope the pain will disappear by then.
Didn't meet up with Eliana and Leanne yesterday.
Sorry guys.
Oh, and i'm sick.
Flu and cough.
Ugh.
I hate my life right now.

2010-09-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

Didn't blog recently.
My hand is still hurting.
Couldn't sleep too.
Having sleepless nights these few days.
First few days i couldn't sleep, all due to the pain.
Awake; rolling around trying to get a nice and comfortable position.
Then last night, i decided to listen to music so as not to think of the pain.
Went to bed at 10plus.
11.. 12.. 2.. 4..
I was still wide awake.
Maybe dozed off for 20 to 30 minutes in between, but was mostly wide awake.
Worst period ever.
Two more weeks to attachment.
Hope it will be fully recovered by then.
My fingers can twitch and move, but i don't think i can start on my first diary entry.
Was so looking forward to writing when i bought it.
Sigh.
Please God. Take away my pain.

2010-09-15T03:52:00.000-07:00

Went to lot 1.
Bought my diary.
And some tape.
Printed out photos as well,
but not enough.
Maybe another round tmr.
Re-watching of videos again.
Bored.
But i don't think i am looking forward to attachment.
Don't ask me why.

ilovesweatshirts.

2010-09-14T07:37:00.000-07:00

Desperate for a diary.
BADLY.
Reasons being:
-It's not very appropriate and convenient to write everything in this easy-accessed blog.
-I can't really bring it out. Like out out.
-I can do my diary the way i want to.
There's more, but i will stop here for now.

Gonna print photos tmr.
Like from my thumbdrive.
And i'm happy,
because i finally found a store that allow photos to be printed from thumbdrive instead of handphone.
Sometimes photos transferred to handphone isn't as clear as those in the computer.
Like duh.

2010-09-13T06:30:00.000-07:00

When i am super busy, i complain that i have so much to do and no time.
Now that my exams are over, and i am free, i complain that i am bored.

I am really bored staying at home.
Went Mel to check about my CA orientation,
and i thought it wad today. Shit.
But it wasn't, so, a sigh of relief.

Guess i might go out alone tmr.
I really want to find my ideal diary badly.
But no hopes up till now.
Sad.

And today,
i realized one of many things i can't live without.
Or one of my many fantasies.
And i swear i can cry a river when it's taken away from me.

2010-09-12T04:03:00.000-07:00

Used com; read.
I also started re-watching Moonlight Resonance.
Love that show.

A random thought.
I wanna have my second trip to SPCA.
Seems fun to see all the cats and dogs.
Maybe i can try asking Roy and Huiyi,
cos we were talking about it the other day.
Can't wait.
What a boring post.

I need to get out.

2010-09-10T18:59:00.000-07:00

YES.
Going to the lib later on. :)
And i finished The saver already.
I'm yet started on my other title,
but maybe i will start tonight or something.
And after reading i will share it with you guys.
Winks.

Hi Xanoth.

2010-09-09T21:11:00.000-07:00

I borrowed two books the other day,
and one of the titles was called The saver.
I started reading it,
and it's kind of interesting.
I know it's random to start describing about the book,
but who cares.
It's about this girl, whose mother had just past away,
and instead of writing "dear diary",
she wrote "hi xanoth".
Xanoth is her imaginary friend,
who lives in a place free of pain and problems.
Basically a perfect world.
And this girl, named Fern, 17, has a cat called Beauty.
I like this book is because of Fern.
She is independent,
has a lot of character, which makes her cool and beautiful.
And she likes reading mystery books, like me.
I only finish reading half of it.
But i will say more after i finish reading it.
For more information,
The saver by Edeet Ravel.

Let's talk. ♥

2010-09-09T04:14:00.000-07:00

Backed for updates..
Haha..
Went with Rebecca to cut hair at bukit timah.
Huiyi came too.
And had mac today for lunch. :)
Couldn't find any ideal diary over there.
Saddening.
Ugh, thought i could buy it by today.
Went to Huiyi's blk downstairs.
And talked.
And laughed.
It was fun.
Haha..

Eh.
What's wrong if i have one or none?
Huh?
Answer me.

The flower balloon ring.

2010-09-08T07:50:00.001-07:00

Hoodie up. ♥

2010-09-08T02:55:00.000-07:00

YEAH!
Exams are finally afteramillionyears over.
A sigh of relief.
Ah bear and Huiyi went malaysia..
Heehee. Wondering if they help me bought stuff.
Anyway.
Took bus with Minqi and Syafiq.
Went plaza alone.
Though alone, it was still fun. :)
Walked here and there, with music popping into my ears.
Them, of cos. ♥
Bought another hoodie, gray and a little pink and another stripey top.
Hoodhood.
Went to shops looking for a perfect diary.
And i found one, not VERY perfect,
but it's in orange, with a binder, and a mini folder inside.
Kinda leatherish.
But it's $15...
Crazy right?
I almost bought it, but in the end decided against it.
And i didn't regret not buying.
Haha..
Went to the library too.
And borrowed two books.
The saver; Listen.
Who cares if telling you guys the titles are random.
It's my blog. :)
Hmm.
Wondering what to do during the next 3 free weeks before attachment.
Going to eact coast park alone will be one of them i guess. :)
But no camera...
Argh.

2010-09-06T21:46:00.000-07:00

Sigh.
Where are my links?

Haven study for pas..
What a disappointment.
And i can't go malaysia..
But at least i got my favourite teal-ish green sneakers.
So...
I got a Jjangoo bedsheet just now.
Super cute.
Okay.

POOF.

Jojo

2010-09-06T07:17:00.000-07:00

Ohmygosh.
I feel so sleepy.
But waiting for my small sushi supper to arrive.
I hate myself.
I really do.
I had already planned to study pas tonight.
But i'm already so sleepy right now.
And tmr once i wake up,
I know i will take out my laptop straight.
I will try my best to study tonight..
Hwaiting!

2010-09-06T03:08:00.000-07:00

Whoops.
The previous one had a problem.
This one is disappointing too.
Look at the words "navigations" and "entries" with two stupid smilies.
Don't like them.
Ugh.
Feel nostalgic.
Really...
Yucky.

Finally can have a go at yellow.

2010-09-06T01:59:00.000-07:00

Ooh. Yellow.
Changed my blogskin.
But a little disappointing.
Cos of that scrollbar.
Super ugly.
Haha.
Today's aap paper was... gulp.
Tough.
I think kinda the toughest until now?
AAP and MIC...
Aigoo.
Wednesday will be pas.
Gulpgulpgulp. Choke.
I really want to get a AD or A for that module.
It's hard, really.
But still, i want it.
Haha.
And i'm thinking of going to malaysia with ah bear all on that day.
Awaiting mum's permission.
But... Hmm.
I doubt she say yes.
Sigh.

2010-09-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

Phew.
Finally changed my list of desires in my blog.
I wanted to changed it a long time ago,
since it was so outdated.
For an instance, going to NP was one of them.
And my wish was long granted.
So. An updated one.
Heehee.

2010-09-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

As usual for today.
Watched videos and ate.
Time passes by really fast.
Especially when you don't notice it.
My eyes feel so...
Tired.
Like obviously, because i've been sitting for
more than 12 hours in front of my laptop today.
Hahaa.
AS USUAL.
Guilt and panic and urge in me.
But no actions. :(
Saved the photos into my phone my mp3 alr!
Haha.
Gonna print those photos out man. ;)
And paste and decorate my coming-soon diary.
If i'm gonna get one.

2010-09-03T01:57:00.000-07:00

Random credits&loves to my best friend:
SHIHAN a.k.a fReaK
♥

2010-09-03T01:32:00.000-07:00

Amazement was all i felt when i caught a glance of you.
Those beautiful and sharp features of yours...
Mesmerizing eyes.
The way you have your sharp nose.
You look so...
Mysterious.
Which had attracted me in the first place.
All i want to do,
is to stare at you.
But no, i am in no way to make an obvious movement.
So i wait.
The bus roar on.
Electric heart playing.
My love is activated.
I tried to turn.
But i'm afraid you knew.
So 45 degree was all i managed.
But your side view is just as hot.
Because it made me melt.
With the combination of brain freeze and hot cheeks.
The roaring continued.
With occasional growls and snarls.
Fast yet slow,
the time came for me to alight.
Thought of turning back for the once and last time.
At you.
Too bad i didn't.
And you,
who probably doesn't know that i even exist,
roared along with the bus.
And i left with that painful regret.
Of not turning back.
At you.
But now as i sat, thinking,
i would love to replay that scene.
Do you think it's possible?
To have that scene happening again?
This simple yet tough request of mine,
is just a heart-pulling urge,
from me to you.
♥

2010-09-03T01:03:00.000-07:00

2nd post of the day..
I wanna go back to those times of having a diary.
I used to have them but now i stopped,
cos i was lazy to write entries inside everyday.
And if i have homework, i would literally push the thought of writing in my diary to the back of my mind.
And slowly, as time passes, i forgot i even had a diary.
The first i actually had a diary/journal was during sec 1 or 2, i forgot.
It was an orange, spiral-bound lined notebook.
And at that time, i was reading my favorite series of storybook ever.
The main character have a journal too, and her favorite colour was purple.
So i decided to follow and wrote in my diary using a purple pen.
And since it was my favorite pen ever, i kept it,
and i'm still having it now.
Somewhere...
Hahah.
And i also tried having this black, spiral-bound sketchbook with plain pages as my diary.
I wanted to do cool stuff like gluing photos into them.
But in the end...
Yes will be the answer to your thoughts, Eliana and Leanne.
It's that book. Lol.
So. Now i'm thinking of having a diary/journal again.
And i really hope i won't throw it aside again.
But it's really hard to find a perfect one to write.
Hmm...
Oh. I had this sudden thought when i was one of shinee's video.
It was the one when they were in thailand.
They were showing what's in their bags.
And Taemin had one.
And before that, i was thinking about this randomly.
Like randomly.
And i guess i should when the answer? came to me.
Hahaha..
Yeah.
I should.
Winks.

2010-09-02T22:27:00.000-07:00

I guess it's fine for me to be here now eh?
Haha..
Finally! The ordeal for fon and mic is over.
Luckily, i have the weekends to study for aap and pas.
I want to have an A for both modules.
That means i have to study extra hard.
Aimed for a B for fon and a C for mic.
But after doing the papers...
Straight face.

Ooh. Handsome.

2010-08-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

I'm here again..
Cool or what... (Straight face.)
It's nearing.
This thursday.
So many free weeks were given to me.
Around 4 FREE weeks were given to me,
and blast, i wasted all of them.
These weeks were memorable though, cos i fell in love with them ♥.
Heehee.
AND I CAN STILL LOL DESPITE THE FACT OF
WASTING SO MUCH TIME.
And now.
All i feel is guilt and desperate.
Do i regret?
I have no absolute idea for this question.
I hope ah bear can make it for tmr.
Cos at least i know i will be able to study,
and at least remember some stuff.
Ton?
Answer tmr.

2010-08-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

These few days will be the days of regret in my whole life..
Didn't study.
Or rather, I couldn't at all.
I have no idea what's wrong with me.
Was hoping to go school tmr to study, but ah bear seems busy..
Sigh.
Should i go myself?
Not sure yet.
I hate myself, seriously.
So much of stuff that need to be memorized, and I'm still here.
Shit all of these man.
And them.
Wtf do they want from me?
You are stressed and tired and not me?
Why do you have to be such a freak?
And you there. Stop pushing all the blames on me just
to clear the fact that you are being suspected.
And watch your words nigger.
Damn it.

Freaking stressed up.
I want darkness to fall on me.
All i need is my music and pillow.
And im gone.

2010-08-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

Bought my new phone liao..
Camera quailty mahmahdeh only.
Hmm.
But anyway, buy liao so don't care lah.
Tmr going school for fon.. 2 to 4.
Hmm. I know it's gonna be boring.
Don't even know why i agreed to go.
But at least before it start, im gonna buy
chocolate oreo bubble tea with huiyi..
Haha. Love it.
And finallyfinally can download SHINee 2nd album!
So happy.. Haha.
Im so...
Obsessed with them.
:)

2010-08-23T03:56:00.001-07:00

I don't know what happened to me just now...
I just shut down...
Automatically.
I went on and off again and again...
And i can't restart.

2010-08-22T07:05:00.000-07:00

BORING.
What a boring day i had today...
Spent the whole day youtubing, downloading songs..
Wrote notes too.
A short paragraph. ONLY.
Can you believe it?
Ugh. I really suck.
Hate myself...
Exams are around the corner, and im 'busying' myself with videos on youtube.
And heck.
Im still downloading songs.
Cos it's really hard to find songs that are perfect and download them
without any problems or so.
Aiyoo. Hahaa.
Guess what?
Even though im feeling guilty for not starting my serious revision alr,
i have a feeling tmr will be just like today.
...
Wish me luck.
An nyoung.

2010-08-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

Went to school to finish up my FON notes and to study MIC..
Hmm.. Good and bad news.
Finished my FON notes.
But didn't really study for MIC.
Whoopsie.
Hahaa.
I really have to catch up lah.
Rebecca already done all her notes liao.
Woah right?
Grrr.
I really have to act it out instead of just thinking and speaking. :(
Miss Ramlah, Shihan and Eliana.
Haven met Eliana for a month?
And much more worse for my two muskies.. :(
Hmm. Wanna go to the beach and chill.
Wanna think about stuff.
Think i wanna go alone.. :)
(Not that im emo. I just like to chill alone sometimes.. )
Heehee.
Am really obsessed with korean songs. SHINee's!
I seriously have no idea when, how and why!
Hahaha..
I just am guys! LOL.
:D
Okay.
I seriously have to dump my com aside and dig those books out of my bag,
and stuff my head into them.
But...
I JUST CAN'T.
Can't bear to.
Heehee!
Mehrong. :p

2010-08-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

Another update.. :)
Happy that i do update, even though sometimes it's boring and stuff.
But still. Hahaa..
Can't believe imma thinking about...
Oh well.
Haven't meet Eliana for a looong time. :(
Sad. But, sooooon.
I promise, Eliana.
Today didn't write notes... :(
Guiltguiltguilt.
Think tmr meeting Rebecca at plaza.
Not sure yet, though..
Haha.
Cos plaza really have no perfect place to study.
Not starbucks, not library, not mac nor kfc, not mos burger.
:(
In a way or another, my house is both good and not good.
Difficult too explain lah..
Maybe school is still the best choice. Lol.
I'm dragging this post into a grandmother's story.
Zzzzz.
Okay. Think i'm gonna poof off right now.
BYEB.
Poof.

2010-08-13T06:41:00.000-07:00

Finally... Another post.

Erm.

Some disappointing news.

My NSL practical today...

Actually it's okay.

I passed, but have to stay on a day for revision.

Just an hour before the assessment, i was doing fine.

Revising with Rebecca..

Then once i entered the room,

boom.

I had a sudden shot of nervous-and-jumpyness.

I kinda mixed up a lot of my steps together.

Argh.

And the needle cap.

Why can't you just come off easily?

Sigh.

And on fb.

Ms Cathy was disappointed with our class...

But anyway...

It's already over.

No point crying over spilt milk.

Anyway.

Went home.

Preparing for OMG! HS Day.

AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I WORE A SKIRT.

HAHA.

But.

No regrets.

Heehee.

Camwhored with my friends.

Saw the lecturers dancing.

Funny and coooool.

Hadn't had a proper dinner.

Hungry...

Lol.

Tmr will be a restless and boring day..

2010-08-12T05:45:00.000-07:00

I am awed,

by how friendship works in this world.

Not only in human,

but also in the world of animals.

If i have a chance,

i would rather live in the world of animals,

studying how they act, behave and think.

I want to have friends like them.

Who will cherish each other.

Not those who only aim for each others throat all day long.

Nor those who keep fighting

and competing with each other.

Nor those betrayers and backstabbers

and liars and butt-lickers.

Is it that hard to find true friends?

Who will help and stay by each other?

Who have a great pair of listening ear,

and a big gold heart?

Who do things with no evil thoughts

and will think for the others?

Is it that hard?

2010-08-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

sigh...

so tired.

tmr got aap and mic class test which is like 10% each,

and i haven started studying yet.

today i finally done my pas group presentation.

not in class though...

but...

we got an A!

yesssss.

so much for the hard work and some problems our group encounter.

and i passed my pas retest!

31/40.

but thats not my final mark cos of mcq.

but.

SO HAPPY.

I LOVE PAS.

so.

now we are, like,

awkward.

not really talking.

because of that silly mistake.

i wonder if that person know about what is going on...

but who cares...

me.

but oh well.

trying not to care,

even though it's hard.

2010-08-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

i just hope everything will work out and be alright..

nothing will go wrong.

i musn't think negative.

i have to stop stressing.

i have to stop all the running around in my head.

stop.

i have to focus.

yes.

that's right.

stop...

thinking.

about it.

2010-07-31T07:01:00.000-07:00

why...

and what...

am i exactly stressing about?

i don't know.

i really don't.

im thinking too much.

i shouldn't even have made that silly move.

now im regretting.

and i also despise myself.

i have to chill.

but i don't know how to...

and what's up with that msg?

that made me stressed up for the rest of the day.

argh.

i really have to stop.

all because of you.

you.

YOU.

whywhywhy.

the question that i kept asking myself.

why you...

i want monday to come,

but yet i don't.

i really am clueless about what's going on now.

i really have no idea about all this shit.

im trying to hang on...

but not for long.

2010-07-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

many heyyys.

i am finally back..

finished my pas retest two days ago.

like finally!

and i hope i can pass.

the questions were much easier than the first test,

but some i forgot.

hahaha..

tmr dunno what to wear to school.

hate pondering over what to wear to school everyday..

tmr might stay back in school to study.

hope i really do lah, instead of wasting time.

exams and quizzes and reading ups are all

balancing on my head.

argh.

can really feel the stress and pressure piling up.

(not missing those black sheeps too.)

but anyway.

i think they are on the verge on talking and patching up again.

phew.

takes time lah.

slowly.

at least one item off my stress/pressure list.

sigh.

social conflicts and all...

sociology is really getting into me man.

hahaa.

but know what?

i think im enjoying it.

the fact that i remembered all those stuffs

make me super happy and...

dunno lah.

just happy.

happy to be in school with all my friends...

but.

not all those stress and pressures on my head.

and also those black sheeps.

Glaze.

hope we can really chat and talk man.

2010-07-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

im so stress.

all because of group projects.

to be honest, it's pretty ironic.

cos, group projects in a way or so, is supposed to be kinda fun and relaxing

cos there's like, your whole bunch of friends.

however, im like 80% wrong in my opinion.

group projects had made me feel so stress,

no teamwork,

no communication,

being pressurized,

being complained.

and now we are all not really talking a lot,

all giving each other the cold shoulder.

and that really sucks.

i decided to blog abt this cos,

i dunno.

just feel like it.

there is seriously no...

understanding and communication.

and im not the only one who thinks this way,

and also not alone.

it really sucks,

since everyone just wanna do well for the project.

but im not saying that im perfect and all.

just listing out the problems which im facing

like, currently.

IT REALLY SUCKS.

2010-07-18T05:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to shontelle's impossible right now while im blogging.

Long time never update liao.

Today had been kinda a drag.

Didn't meet up with Eliana... :(

No mood..

Haven't do my nursing care plan yet.

Sigh.

Told Rebecca liao.

Relieved a little.

26 of july is her birthday,

and im thinking what to get for her.

Makeup?

Assesories?

Dunno lah. See first bah.

Can't wait for tmr to come.

Even though i know it's impossible.

I just know, because...

It's so clear.

Confirm de...

Sigh.

Yesterday emo, a little.

Sorry farah, syafiq, rebecca, huiyi.

Thanks you guys for caring.

Worrying about her.

I HATE HIM MAN.

Asshole. NBCB.

Wtf man.

Sigh.

Stress piling up.

Assignments. Projects.

Presentations. Exams.

And i haven't even started studying.

And also about that impossible thing.

Maybe im thinking too much..

Argh.

That's what happens to deep-thinkers.

And also trouble with projects.

The people in the group.

Not that im saying names or what, but really.

I just find it unfair.

Someone who won't suggest ideas or even contribute anything

and rarely come for discussions

get the marks.

So unfair.

Arghhh.

I want to confide in ''glaze''.

Just a nickname.

But it is like so...

IMPOSSIBLE.

2010-07-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

Finally... Longing for this day to come.

Can finally have a good rest. :)

Heehee..

Anyway, this morning i met Eliana.

Cos i wanted my letta!

And the songs! Yay!

I finally got them all right. Hahha..

(love dirty green. random.)

Next monday is school liao.

And know what?

Im excited!

To see all of my beloved friends and have so much fun

and crazyness! :)

But i dunno what to wear on the first day...

I am gonna go back and buy the brown cat shirt.

Hope still have..

Erm...

I just read Shihan's blog. :)

But. :(

Cos i think she sounded sad.

Waiting for her to wash finish the dishes..

Hahah.

These few days at attachment were fun yet a little tired too.

Slept in the bus everytime back home.

Snore.zzzzzz.

And i wonder why he quit all of a sudden. Hmm.

Tmr meeting Rebecca at plaza.

Gonna do our individual assignment together.

I think at mac. Hahha..

MAC...

LOL.

Hmm..

Think gonna write Eliana's letta tmr.

And wanna go Daiso tmr too! Heehee.

Missmissmiss shopping so much!

Lol..

Miss the cats!!!

And my cat-aholics. :))

And Eliana's room. RANDOM.

And my muskies!

And mango juice.

Alrighty..

Gonna poof off cos i dont want to

drag this post. LOL.

Byebye!

Just a pair of shades.

2010-07-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

Whassup guys..

These few days have been raining.

Coooooool.

Although on the weekdays i was out on attachment wearing uni,

but still...

NAISE. (Y)

Hmm.

Just something random.

Im wearing this super long&baggy pants given by Shihan

like last year, with a old brown unbaggy shirt now.

Lovelovelove.

Thanks shihan!!! Love you lots.

(i shan't admit its a little hot right now... Haha.)

Just went to Leanne's blog, and her blogskin is...

so RAINBOW-ish.

LOL.

Kinda nice..

Feel like changing my blogskin but lazy...

zzzzzz.

Hahaa..

Anyway.

I lovelovelove St. Luke!

The hospital and the clementi eldercare.

Miss my Ah Ma.

Damn cute..

Glad that i enjoyed myself.

And i still have 5 more days of outram polyclinic,

then SCHOOL REOPENS!

Hahhaha.

I think i cant wait. ;)

See all my darliiiings.

LOL.

And i reallyreallyreally HAVE to go

shopping for clothes!

omg.

Fashion emergency. Lol.

Erm. Yeah i guess thats all lah...

Gonna watch horror movie soon with my mum.

But these kinda days will end veryvery soon...

Sigh.

2010-06-29T06:11:00.000-07:00

Heyy guys.. I'm back again! LOL.
Anyways.
These two days at St Luke's Hospital was tiring yet FUN! Learned a lot of skills from the staff nurses there. And of cos i helped them too.. (Y)
My two buddies for the two days were so niceeeee! Florence and Rosie. Thanks a lot to them for guiding me! :)
Hmm...
Miss Eliana and my two muskies.
And i just went Mel to check my results that came out alr..
I know i confirm fail PAS cos i never study for sociology. LAST MIN REVISION ALWAYS STRESS ME OUT. :(
Sadly for PAS then. And i wanted to get an A or B. Maybe C. But then... Oh well.
Can only blame no one but me. :(
Aiya. Over alr. I dont want to think about it anymore. Haha..
Tmr going to HPB. I want hands on. ;) So enthu. LOL.LI.POP!
Erm.
Yeah.
And i want to know... What's up with Mango these few days at 213? I hope my horrible thought won't come true...
Miss her..
And.
You.

2010-06-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

Heyyy guys.
Time to update my blog..
Listening to never say never at the moment, at EL Chica's house. :)
So random.
She loves the rapping part of justin bieber&jaden smith.
Okay fine. Not love. She just find it amusing. Hahahaha..
"But he ain't on a JB song with me."
Hahahahah. COOOOOOL. (Y)
Anyway.
She just wrote my letter! Yessssssssssss. :)
Today afternoon after using com for a while i went plaza alone.
Went to Daiso. Bought a sponge for face, a totally cool ring in orange and it looks pretty vintage, 1 packet of japan snack, 1 pkt of pretzels which im dying to try, and a dark blue snowcap. :)) Hahah.
Cant wait to wear it out. Heehee..
Haven really start my sociology project. The powerpoint slides and articles. :(
My mind is... all wired up.
All because of them.
Paranoid.
Hmm.
Eating grapes now. LOL. LI. POP.
Hahaha Eliana. :)
And drinking mango juice.
OMG I WANT MANGO. MISS HER SINCE FOREVER.
Cries.
For that poor dog on the street.
Cries.
For what the whole world is going through right now, hidden and in secrecy.
Cries.
For the ugly and scary truth behind the mirror.

Cries...
Monday is coming.
My attachment starting liao...
Sigh. I sure will miss the hols.
Hahah. Alrighty.
JYs to me!

...

2010-06-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

Harloos.
I'm back again..
Haha.
Today i went to Eliana's house.
And we were being super weird.
I was in her room, using my lappy. She was outside using her com.
I was doing research for sociology and she was doing her holiday assignments.
AND WE CHATTED VIA MSN IN THE SAME HOUSE.
Funny or what? Lol.
My research was kinda successful you could say.
And Eliana read through and watch videos on them together with me.
Super fun i guess you could say. :)
And now we are like spotting everything that is link with them.
Hahahaa.
Drinking her mango juice now.
Yum~
And what's up with that her.
No contact de. Hmm. :(
Oh well.
And i'm wishing that Ramlah would hurry and update her blog.
Lol. I would be the first one to read it.
Tmr gonna go back to school. Doing PAS project together.
I want to bring my lappy, but they say go IMM after that so...
Still considering. Hmm...
Saw Rojak today. And instead of her white kitten, today we saw her ginger one.
So cute from a distance. But it ran off. :(
Eliana, i saw your photos liao. Day 1 only lah.. Hahaa.
And i want to play taboo! Haha..
For the next two weeks starting from next monday, i will be having my nursing attachment.
Erm.
I dunno what to feel. Excited? Nervous?
Hahaha.
Looking forward to another fun day with Eliana.. :)
Gonna poof off to write her letter.

2010-06-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

I love cats and dolphins and horses

and wolves and foxes,

and other animals.

I love chocolate icecream,

chocolate icecream,

and more chocolate icecream.

I love Mango,

mango and mango.

I love reading and drawing,

poetrying and painting.

I love photography,

snapping at those beautiful,

stilled and tranquil sceneries.

I love the rain because it gives me warmth,

and makes me happy when i dance

in the rain.

I love the beach because of the white soft sand

and the bluish-green water.

I love orange and green and blue and brown

and purple and yellow and pink.

I love the colour gray just because

it's complicated.

I love being alone at home and think because i reckon

i'm a deep thinker.

I love rainbow because it always make me smile.

I love being with friends because i love making them laugh,

being crazy,

and having fun.

I love hoodies,

because it's a sign of my mysterious character.

I love music because it makes me

zone out.

I love Abby Hayes because she reminds me of

purple journals.

I love being myself,

because it's just me.

2010-06-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

Tmr is my second class gathering..

BBQ at eechong's condo there.

...

I hope that feeling of lost and loneliness won't come back tmr,

when i'm facing him..

I don't want that feeling to come back ever again.

Sigh.

Dunno what to wear tmr.

Must wear casual yet chic, cos i wanna take lots of photos.:)

A chance to cam-whore..

Hahaa..

Erm.

More updates for tmr soon...

Fun, i await!

2010-06-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

Monday: Moped around at home...

Tuesday: Moping still...

Wednesday: Finally! Some action going on.. Went back to school to do FON project. Met ah bear first, as usual. Haha.. ''DBT!'' She kept complaining:''Slippers blah-blah, wedges spoil blah-blah.'' Reach school liao, still complaining! Aiyo. Want sepak her muker lor. LOL.

Reached school. No one else reached just us and rasyidah, so went on to facebook using the sch com. When everyone reach liao we started doing project...
...grammy's story...

Around 4 we completed the FON powerpoint slides. Phew..
Haha..
Played Taboo. ;)
Then took bus to causeway point cos want go watch the karate kid. Scarely no place liao. Took train to west mall lo. AND THE MOVIE IS SUPER NAISE I TELL YOU.
LOVE IT.
After movie i took bus back to plaza. Went home tgt with my mum lo.. Hahaa.

Thursday: using com. Moped somemore...

2010-06-11T07:35:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh. Sorry people for only updating my blog now.. Heehee.
Just some updates. This whole week was my common test. AND IT'S SO TOUGH I TELL YOU.
And i wanted a listening ear, but Eliana was away, in Japan. Hahaa.. Envious rite? Lol. Anyway, the worse was PAS, which was today. I wanted to get an A for that, but as it was a last-min revision, i didn't really study for sociology... I was so confuse and nuclear on that topic, even though it's super interesting. Sigh. Feeling so disappointed in myself. Thought i can relax and chill and have fun and be crazy at tmr's class BBQ at West coast, but postponed. To next saturday, and instead of the beach, we are heading to Ee chong's hse... :(( Miss going to the beach. Haven gone for a long, long time liao... Sigh.
Luckily for me, Eliana is back! Hahas. Read liao mah, Eliana?? Lol. And now Leanne is leaving for phillipines. Sigh... Feeling shitty right now, cos of the ''entertainment from my great-aunt''. Hahaa! Sian lor. Faster go back home lah...
Tmr got the St. Luke hospital open thingy. Must wake up at 6 plus... These few days hadn't been sleeping that well, cos always sleep late, then very early wake up and study for test. So lucky it's over. :)

Today we went to bugis, Rebecca, Huiyi, Rasyidah, Roy, Rica, Syafiq, Chris and Esther. Sian. Brought money but nvr really buy any clothes.. Hahaa. Have lots of things i want to buy. Maybe for semester 2?? Haha. They all ask me to wear a dress/ skirt on the first day of semester 2. ERM...
Anyway, went on to iluma, and then to bugis junction. Ate mac icecream. Blahh... Then headed over to west mall. Saw very nice clip-on earrings at the shop at west mall. Waltz in? Smth like that lah, the name. Did the letter colour keychain with Rasyidah. Heehee. For just 2 bucks.

...
...
Can't continue alr. Cos really so sleepy. I'm gonna blackout really soon.
So tired.
Yawn. Dozing...
Bye..

2010-05-28T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today public holiday, so no school.. Yippee! Hahaa. I could have started on my revision for my common test which is coming soon. But i didn't. Instead i laze on the couch watching my canto-ramas (cantonese dramas). FEELING SO DAMN GUILTY. But it's alr over anyway...
I got my ipod touch liao. But yesterday suddenly spoil. No image, and nothing can be done with the buttons and all. But thank God that it revived. Phew. Relieved.
Anyway. Just now i met up with Eliana, and OF COS i brought my ipod touch along! Heehee. Played taptap with her and the block puzzle game, from level 9 to 60!!! Wowzamania!!! :) Hahahaa. Gonna download more games of cos! ;)
Tired. Sleepy. No cats today. Sian...

Who is he? Or she?
That moth over there.
Is it him? I sure hope so.
Morning till night; flew here and there.
Stayed in the kitchen; on the white and plain wall.
Dreamt of him not long ago.
So now, maybe it is him.
Yes, i do think so.

Reincarnation?

2010-05-24T05:26:00.000-07:00

Heyyy-hooooos.. Long time no blog le, actually not a long time lah. Just blogged last week i think, which was the lazy post one. Hahaa.. Anyway, yeah. (LOL)
Last saturday i met up with Ramly and we went pennisula shopping centre. Heehee.. Go shop shop. Jalan jalan.. :) Walked around and saw loads and loads of band shirts which are damn freaking cool i tell ya. Love this one called Unearth. Never heard of that band before but still, the shirt is nice lah. Didn't buy though. Lol. Went around searching for a bag for schooling for her. Took damn long time but it was GREAT. :)) Think going there again cos i wanna try buying a band shirt. And there's also caps, bags..... LOADS lah.
Went to plaza sing at ard 7 plus? Went to cotton on. Bought shoes for nursing. Hahaa. Shopped ard somemore. Went to TheFaceShop and looked at nail polishes. :) Did this totally cool "colourful ring" thing, but it tore when i got back home so... Sad. Anyway, never buy anything liao. Went starbucks and bought our usual fav, caramel frapp, and went to this little cute place that looks like a garden but isn't which is opp. of plaza sing. Took loads of pics. :) Chill there. :)) Until a snail crawled on to my bag. And shocked, i screamed oh my fucking god, and Ramly took it away from my bag. Didnt meant to scream that phrase. So sorry. Feel so guilty... And luckily i didnt hurt that little thing. Phew. Thanks Ramly! Lucky got you seh. Hahaa.. Ard like 10 plus we decided to leave for home, which was sad but i.m kinda tired so, yeah. Enjoyed it.. :)
Yesterday went to plaza with rebecca and see the nursing shoes for her.. She bought it liao. I went walking ard alone. Went to Aries; bought two rubber bands and bobby pins for nursing lah. And also a small little clip. And this very nice emerald green magnetic earrings stud WHICH ROY THIS ASSHOLE LOSE IT. DAMN. Hahahahaha. Nvr mind lo.. No point crying over spilt milk lah. Then went to earth doll; saw some clothes and it's not preetyful enough to have this urge to buy. Went to Watsons and look ard.. Then went to this pushcart which sell clothes. Called bubble tees. Lol. Bought a green tank top and purple long sleeve shirt which total costs $25. Wearing the green tank top now. :) Hahaa.. Maybe this week wearing the purple shirt. See when lo..
ANDANDAND. Today went i gg to meet rebecca, went to lrt station to top up card. And all of a sudden i saw this SUPERDUPERCUPER CUTE BLACK KITTEN WANDERING OUT FROM THERE. OMG. It was meowing so i carried it and put it at the staircase beside the station and quickly walked off. It followed me though, and it tripped on the stairs in a clumsy but cute way. Quickly topped up and carried the kitten this time to the blk in front of the station. Patted it for the last time, i ran off, leaving it meowing behind me...
I didnt mean to write it in such a sad way. How i wish i could help the kitten just now instead of just leaving it there. I feel so mean and guilty. Hate myself for not able to help the kitten...
I wish that God would help this little kitten in search for his/her mother...

2010-05-21T08:10:00.001-07:00

yawn...

feeling so tired and lazy that i don't want to put the first letter of first word in caps.

hahaa..

lazy me.

today the mic test is like super diff cos i nvr really study for it mah.

uh-oh.

haa.

so tired.

but what's fun about today is that,

i improved the friendship between me and chris's grp even more..

being sociable instead of emo-ing..

i.m still waiting for the itunes to download finish, that's why i.m blogging.

sian...

thinking whether i shld go starbucks study tmr.

tmr think maybe meeting ah bebe go plaza buy flats for nursing..

so... if i can wake up early then i go starbucks lor..

thanks shihan for the screen shot.. lol.

just checked.haa.

*yawn...

sleepy.

i wanna study with minqi but she have to go back to m'sia.

too bad...

maybe go study with Rasyidah on sunday?? not sure..

and am gonna ask joanne and kailin aap.

damn complicated mannn.

haa..

met up with eliana just now.

went to see mango and her three kittens.

super cuteeeee.

thanks for the malay girl lah.

the second kitten scratch my neck.

ouch.

hahahaa..

erm.

grrr.

still 67% only.

blacking out soon...

yawn.

2010-05-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

Got some articles on the illuminati, and vids too..

Hungry but not.

Craving for Mango x3..

Stomach pain... pls leave me alone. Get lost.

Movie night..

Crisps! Or rather junk food lahh..

Starbucks.

Ramlah and Shihan..

Shopping!

Cotton On..

Fries...

Swimming. With belly-button biscuit. ;)

Linda Chung~

Being crazy!

Maybe changing blogskin?

I dunno.

Just love talking to myself like this..

LOL.

2010-05-15T06:45:00.000-07:00

Had MIC quiz yesterday, and happy with my result.. Got 14/15. :))

Today went starbucks with rebecca. Revised and wrote notes for AAP.. Did my NSL online quiz, and with rebecca's help for 2 questions i got 10, full marks! Thanks a lott! Haha.. Okay i better quit bragging. LOL.

Sian.. Today supposed to go city harvest church with bebe and zp. But havin' stomachache so didnt... Now still having it, so no mood......

New drink at starbucks that i wanna try. It's the espresso frapp.. yum.. Didn't try just now, sadly. Hahaa.. Wanna try next week ;) I ordered hot chocolate and classic cinnamon roll. YUMYUM.

I wanna go shopping for clothes for poly cos i really have no clothes!! Fashion emergency! Lol.. Wanna go cotton on. :)

But no moneyyyy............... Wahhhh............. :(

Tweety bird... :) Hahaa..

Okay gonna wait for my mummy cos we're gonna watch daybreakers together later.. :)

Sweetmares ppl!

2010-05-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

Sitting on the wooden front porch,

with the soft and warm orange glow.

Mysteries of nancy drew,

have the suspense arose.

Big gray comfortable flannel,

flapping around you.

In the silence of the dark and quiet night,

owls cooed.

They came back with the ugly truth,

not listening and dashing off.

Creakedcreaked goes the stairs,

under the covers off you slept.

Yellow rays and cool air,

like how it always wake you.

But there won't be any friendly Mr Sun,

and the wind cousins to visit anymore.

The time came when you have to leave,

your covers; kitchen stains.

Not to forget the stinky old couch,

and memories drawn on your wall.

Grabbing firmly on to Sarah,

her long, blonde hand swishing as she is being held upside down.

Tears and heat gathered in your throat,

but you force them down instead.

Father and mother pushing those brown squares,

into the smelly old monster.

With four wheels and a dirty carpet,

and stained window.

The monster starts,

with a loud and deafening roar.

Staring at those red and stable bricks for the one last time,

it just becomes smaller, through the window, down the street.

2010-05-09T04:28:00.000-07:00

Sian...

Lucky it rained just now.

Cooling and dark and comfy..

Edited some photos just now.

Listening to linda chung's songs..

Love 'em and her..

Swear and missing you day and night is loves..

Ytd didn't do any homework.

Feeling so guilty..

Today i tried to, but really can't.

Feeling distracted..

Have no idea why...

In the end i did a bit of cnp..

Sigh.

Today is mother's day, and i decided to chip in with my bro to order

KFC for my mum..

Luckily she want. Haha..

Didn't want to tell her in the first place, but in the end i told her cos.

Hahahaa..

Argh..

I really have to focus.

Concentrate.

Don't get distracted.

Sigh...

Demigods..

Immortals..

Reincarnation..

Magic powers..

All running around in my head...

More rain please..

2010-05-06T06:58:00.000-07:00

damn.
fucked up and angry.
pissed off.
just who the hell do you think you are huh?
big fuck arh.
fucking bastard.
asshole.
damn you ass.
knnbccb.
mfgad.
fuckfuckfuck.
ignoring bastard.
petty idoit.
fucking ass.
FUCK!
swear. is. perfect.

2010-05-01T08:05:00.000-07:00

Whazzupp guys..

Miss blogging. :)

So. Nothing much actually.

These few days sick.. So damn terrible in class. Sniffing and coughing.

And i am not the only person. Haha..

Next week i have CITS class quiz which will be like 10%. Woah..

It's basically very... theory-ish. And i haven't start studying yet... :(

Sian... Today so hotttt. Hot weather always piss me off.

At least cold weather you can choose whether or not to keep yourself warm, but hot weather! Sometimes it's difficult to cool yourself, given the stuffy weather. Ugh. Want rain...

Hmm...

Still haven't write Eliana's letter.. Oops..

And haven't done any like, deep revision yet. Sigh.

Maybe i'm like stressing myself.. Haha.

Miss swimming...

Miss icecream...

Miss Mango x3...

Miss starbucks...

Miss sec school days...

Sian...

2010-04-26T06:50:00.000-07:00

Took these pictures at LT 50.. Edited them a while ago.. Hahahahaha. That lesson was FON and we were given 10 mins break so i decided to be sneaky and snapped these using my cellphone.. Hahahaha.. :)

Just a very short post lah.. Gonna wake up early tmr and meet Jialin. We gonna write notes and chat and eat of course! Lol.. Planning to take more pics with my handphone tmr, and i'm charging it now. *Grinning* Lol..

Well. Have a quiz on CITS next week. And have a worksheet to do on AAP. And reading up on NSL and blah-blah.. Hahhahahhaa.. Can't wait for the class reunion BBQ! Just chatted with Afiq and he told me about *wink!*, and we also talk lots of talk-cock stuff, and also Adam.. LOL. SECRET SO SSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........... Hahahahhahahahaha.. And met Shihan for dinner at Makan Place, and we wanted to take pics but was kinda running late for her lahhh, soooooo........ SHIHAN YOU OWE ME PICS!!! :)
Alright, just some short little updates..
And i know we are competing, and i fucking hate that.

Sweetmares~

2010-04-25T06:20:00.000-07:00

Just like what kimberly said on facebook, i have to book for a date with reality...

I just can't stop thinking about stuff...

All that.

Roaming around in my head,

kicking and swimming and rocking in there...

And him.

No way please.

Have had enough...

God please help me...

Meeting Shihan tmr for dinner at Makan Place..

Then Jialin on tue morn, 915 at the station, going school tgt to eat and talk and do a lil homework..

Didn't mange to meet Eliana today, sadly...

But had alr text her, confiding in her abt smth..

Just waiting for her reply...

And also back to a question that has been hanging around since sec 4..

Should i go back to church?

I need Him...

I do believe...

But that feeling will once come back,

maybe even stronger this time round...

Maybe i will just ask her for her opinion..

With lots of dots,

nights and many cares...

2010-04-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhhh. Sian...
Finally the first week of school is over.. But tmr is Sunday, and then monday will come within the blink of my eye... Sigh...
Met Eliana today. We went to 213 and did some homework and also chatted at the same time. I practically copied everything i have in my AAP book. I mean the first chap. So it isn't that successful, guess i could say so... Then after that Regina came. And she started touching my everything. Wallet, notebook, cellphone, mp3, AAP... And i hate myself for a moment. Eliana too. I hate her; she hate me; we hate us. Hahahahaha......... Really hate myself and her for saying that. Oh no. Have a bad feeling about it. And Mango and her kittens are alright. They are now currently staying at the 8th floor. And i also hate the malay family for not telling us about Mango. Haiwomenzhemedanxin.
I know Mango want to be downstairs at 213 even though staying there will be a little exposed but still........ At least she can walked around and make friends or something instead of in that squeezy and smelly cage! Argh.
Dunno why but i am feeling kinda pissed off. I wished Eliana can come over to my house early and do homework and hang out but she got to go to her friend's house to do a project....... And neither can Ramlah cos she last min met Td today............ And Shihan is like confirm no....... Leanne has got church or smth i guess......
Feeling lonely.......
Have been thinking abt *** recently. D.k why........... Think it's just bad news lah.......
Argh.
So my plans for tmr?
Will be just staying at home alone doing homework or smth........
Sigh.
The 'Monday blues' song is just perfect.
Cobra Homad. A secret code i made.
Feeling poet-ish now..........

Nights.......
Or sweetmares, i hope....

2010-04-21T05:13:00.000-07:00

Finally blogging again..

Haha.

Well. Just some itty-bitty-witty updates.

Really can't stand her 'skipping to-and-fro' attitude. I mean, i know i might sound a little childish to some ppl, but it's really damn fucking irrating seh.

And i think somehow i want some homework for this weekend cos i wanna test myself how much i know and stuff and if i am really clear-headed in class.

Hahahahaha.. Kinda silly eh?

Love AAP :)

Uh-oh. NSL tmr.

Hahaha.. Hope it's okay..

I mean hope i will enjoy it. And today i had my first psychology class.

And it is kinda okay.. Hahahahaha.

Well... Erm...

I guess maybe no more liao.

Think i will have to socialise a little to make more friends...

Hahaha.. Not exactly a social animal. Lol..

Hmm. Think i wanna go read up on my lessons i had for today...

Goody-byeee.

Sweetmares..

2010-04-19T05:57:00.000-07:00

Woah..

Well. Today was my first day of school!!! Haha. I guess i can say okay, but my red sneakers were super irritating! So loose st times. Grrr... Anyway. I came to school with Jialin and Rebecca. Too bad i don't have any classes with her.. Went to blk 82 first to buy course materials, but such a long queue man! Argh! Then in the end i just went to NSL(Nursing Skills Learning) class. It started at 10am. Blah-blah; we broke ice. LOL. Yeah well. Then my 'cher explained to us some of the stuff. Then we learned the handwashing. Haha.. Have to remember all the 7 steps and also what does it mean by 'assess' and 'planning'. Haha. My 7 steps still okay, but when using the paper towel to wipe my hands they were still a little wet. Oops...

Break. Went to buy my course materials. Not as long as the queue in the morning. Went to meet Shihan, and from my hs building to the lib was sooo far. So no way am i meeting Shihan at canteen 3 anymore. Hahahahahaha! ;) Was sooo late so i just bought a kaya butter toast but i had to wait for like over 10 mins! Aiyo. Then when it finally came i just put it into my plastic bag and ran off to look for Rebecca, fussing over my shoelaces on the way, grumbling like an old woman too. Hahahaha.. Cos i scared i will be late for my next lesson. But phew! Luckily not...
My next lesson was FON(Fundamentals of Nursing). Then headed over to the next class AAP after 2 hours of FON which was Anatomy and Physiology class. Seems okay.. My lecturer actually said we better start getting prepared for week 8's common test. BIG ERM.
My last class was CITS(Creative & Innovative Thinking Skills). That we had to do a small discussion that required us to be in a group. Hahaha.. Made 2 new friends. I.d.k their names... Oops..

Well. It ended 6. And the bus was super crowded. Ugh. Hate it.
So yeah. That's basically my day for today. Tmr i.m starting my lesson at 3pm to 6pm. Woah right? FON and AAP. Haha..
Alrighty guyyss!
More later~

Sweetmares..(& Vincent.)

2010-04-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

Them&That.

Well. Went to fajar's healthway medical clinic today. For my health checkup. Also had to do a blood test. *Shudder* I was looking around the shelf and no matter how much i am trying to distract myself, somehow i will still realise that the needle is poking through my skin. Ouch.. Haha. But it was over in like 10 secs time i think. Dunno lah. Not too long nor short. Lol. Then he told me that i should consume more 'fatty' food and not care so much about all the fats and calories. As if i do care! Haha.. And when he was calculating smth, he did it like 2 times. He was so shocked that i am horribly, severly underweight. Haha.
Height: 164
Weight: 37
Anyway. Thats all lah. Have to go to SATA at jurong or woodlands for a compulsory x-ray. But luckily it's free. Lol. Think i am going on next tuesday or smth, with my mum of course. Haha.. After that i went to plaza for a while. Saw Rebecca and i think Zhong ping beside her. Shocked was my immediate response. Dunno why but... She actually remembered that i haven gone for my checkup so she asked me just now. Still shocked i answered her yeah;just now. Hmm. Come to think of it, i am kinda unfriendly in a way. Lol. I didn't say hello to Zp. Haha.. Judging the day and the time and their outfit, i knew where they were going/ went. Haha.. A four-leaf clover for her.
Wellwell. Of course, the rest of my afternoon and evening i spent it with my dearest and loveliest Eliana! :) Haha. Went to see the cats and saw another kitten! So now there is two! I named them Brownie, the ginger one; and Pixie, the darkest colour one. Lol. Went to her house and hanged out. She did her art homework while i surf the net and helped her a bit by giving her some ideas. And she passed me her letter! Now's her turn to be impatient. ;) When i turned off her com and kinda getting ready to leave her house, that was the time when i remembered that i FORGOT to print out my timetable, which was like the main point of me going over to her house. Hahahaha! Well. That gave me a definite reason to meet her tmr. :)
Went to 213 and Mango plus her kittens were there. Played with them. Then we started talking like crazy.
Talking about how she make us so envious of her.
Talking about Jesus is God; Jesus is Him; God is God. So much questions to ask...
Talking about Earth being round and only water will be left someday...
Talking about the theories&philosophies of life.
Talking about how the 'so-called' adults are mature in their thinking- NOT.
Talking about lots of random yet damn... questions.

Why is it that my questions are always left unanswered and yet more and more popping out of my brain?

Meeting Eliana tmr. :)
And half-packing my bag now.
Haha..

Sweetmares...